I hate my family life.

It seems like I tried so hard in every ways, to prevent myself from getting heartbroken from a friend named Shakdon Zanji. God knows how much I love this guy. But I kept wondering if he really2, really2, loved me. Which made me failed to see that others find that its unfair.

Thank goodness, there's no emotional outbursts or crying spells for this month's period. I feel tired and sleepy most of the time and irritated.